grumpy and antisocial...

[moominmuppet]

Still.

"antisocial", for me, generally means that I completely tune out the existence of other human beings around me. It's rude, and I really shouldn't do it. If someone directly gets my attention I'm polite, although not talkative the way I normally am, but aside from that, I cease registering people.

I'm supposed to go to a Transfamily meeting tonight. I really don't want to. That means I'd have to be social and friendly with all sorts of cool people I really actually like. That sounds much too stressful.

Final decision will be based on whether Friend (whose ride I am for the meetings) remembers that I agreed to drive her and calls me. I emailed her, and I don't have her phone number (it was in the lost backpack), so I'm not being truly evil, but I am rather hoping that she'll have forgotten, or decided not to go, or something.

I'm sure some substantial part of my general grumpiness is the quitting smoking, but I don't think all of it is. Feels like more generalized moodiness and a somewhat hibernatory reaction to frozen shit dropping from the sky this morning.

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[firinel.livejournal.com]

http://quitmeter.com/

saw that and thought of you. figured this was as good a place as any to point it out so you'll see it on Monday.

[moominmuppet.livejournal.com]

btw, thanks for this... I've put it in my frequent links, along with a page on the health benefits of not smoking. http://www.lungusa.org/tobacco/quit_ben.html

According to the quitmeter, I've not smoked 270 cigarettes (269, counting the one I had Sunday), and saved $30.38.

[kat-chan.livejournal.com]

I've been pretty anti-social of late, as well. This is evidenced by the fact that only a few people whom I really care about are not being blocked on my AIM right now, and very few others know my MSN, ICQ or Yahoo!Messenger names.